01 July
龙舌兰隐藏在心跳之中，愤怒的火焰燃烧在静脉之中，它们一起发动了你人生的引擎，但是却无法让人生变得干净。18年，你已经拥有18年的生命，你已经拥有18年对生活的认知，而现在到了收场的时候了。bang bang shoot ’em up……
逐字翻译读下来，才真正懂得了听了几年的《18&life》。
昨天在楼下的酒吧坐着聊天的时候，看到电视屏幕上的董建华，心中还在想着他怎么变得如此苍老了，算算才发现已经过去10年了。10年，也不过如此而已……从这个酒吧装修之初就惦记着要进去坐坐，但是好像这酒吧开业了1个多月了，我昨天才走进它。昨儿下午北京在下雨，是我最喜欢的细雨天，薄雨收寒的感觉很好。在昏暗的灯光下下跳棋、聊天，身边偶尔有人经过，能感觉到时间向远方的流淌，好似感觉到了初秋的傍晚，白露将收残暑，清风可散晚霞。
神向我们伸出的双手，一手握着公正神爱，另外一手握着复仇与毁灭。我握在我手中的如同芭蕉的心丁香的结。愿将所有纠缠不清的用一把6颗子弹的左轮手枪将它们都射向风中，再清洗沾满鲜血之手，追回丢失的那些时光。
15 June
我想说I woke up in the middle of the night ，但是上帝知道，我就根本没有睡着过。其实也没什么不习惯的，无非就是失眠。找出了很久没用过的Mp3，里面保存的歌就好像是一笔意外的财富一样，夜夜可以听他入睡。《Behind blue eyes》给人的感觉就是That's never free永恒的纠缠，不管你是不是真的已经空洞。
早点睡也好，晚点睡也不错；早点起不错，晚点起也没什么不好……只要心中那个的黑洞不被打开，怎么折腾我都觉得很好，至少这样还很安宁。
10 June
沧海一声笑
滔滔两岸潮
浮沉随浪只记今朝
苍天笑 纷纷世上潮
谁负谁胜出天知晓
江山笑 烟雨遥
涛浪淘尽红尘俗事几多骄
清风笑 竟惹寂寥
豪情还剩了一襟晚照
沧海一声笑
滔滔两岸潮
浮沉随浪只记今朝
苍天笑 纷纷世上潮
谁负谁胜出天知晓
江山笑 烟雨遥
涛浪淘尽红尘俗事几多骄
苍生笑 不再寂寥
豪情仍在痴痴笑笑
夜深人静，在艾萨拉钓鱼的时候听到2哥在UT放这首歌，当年两人驾一舟沉浮于飘渺大海，香茶美酒相伴，琴箫合奏的景象一下子就浮现于我眼前。面朝大海，一瞬间就被这大江东去轻风寂寥的复杂情绪给击倒了，整整听了一夜。想起了几个无话不谈的朋友，想起安妮·博林对她的兄长说：我怀念以前那个我可以对你无话不说的你，而现在你不再站在我这边。
咱们明儿个就一起结伴闯荡江湖，深更半夜怎么也不睡，要么寻一破庙你扮书生我扮王祖贤；要么找一黑店我扮漂亮的老板娘你扮跑堂的小二；饿了咱们就穿夜行衣蒙了面就溜进王府去偷点心；伤感了咱们么带一打“醉生梦死”站在竹林之端琴箫合奏这曲《沧海一声笑》如何？
这样看来，武侠的浪漫也真是极致的浪漫。 当年看那一圈人出现在《东成西就》之中，听他们唱《双飞燕》，想起来也是极致的浪漫，真是很怀念，可惜那个年代已经过去了。
07 June
When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same?
Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
We've been through this such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain
But lovers always come and lovers always go
An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away
If we could take the time
to lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain
Do you need some time...on your own
Do you need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone
I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you?
Sometimes I need some time...on my own
Sometimes I need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone
And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain
I know that you can love me
When there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
Cause nothin' lasts forever
Even cold November rain
Don't ya think that you need somebody
Don't ya think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one
You're not the only one
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